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She and the Ritual 2 “Eh?” I stopped at the voice I’d last heard only this morning and looked back. The spot that had been a wall just a moment ago was open like a door. While I was surprised, Freed appeared there. “Freed!” “I kept you waiting, Lidi… It was close. Just a little …

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She and the Ritual ―― Three days before the wedding ceremony. Today is finally the start of the marriage rituals. “Princess Consort. Please change into these.” “Yeah.” When I returned to the room after breakfast, Clara and her subordinates were already fully prepared. A silken pure-white dress different from the wedding dress was prepared for …

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She and Her Family 4 ◇◇◇ “Sleepy…” The morning after pulling the all-nighter, I ate breakfast with my family while half-awake. While we were waiting for the pickup from the Royal Castle afterwards, Brother said. “You look sleepy. What? Don’t tell me you were so lonely without Freed that you couldn’t sleep?” “… No way.” …

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She and Her Family 3 ◇◇◇ After eating the first in a long time dinner with my family, I returned to my room. It’s only been a few months since I stayed in this room, and yet it feels like it’s someone else’s. Books on the bookshelf, dresses in the closet, jewelry box in the …

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She and Her Family 2 ◇◇◇ Father, Mother, Brother, for the first time in a long while we sat together. I was thinking that although I came back, we’d be hard-pressed for topics, but there was zero need to worry. Brother began with complaining about me, and Father joined him. “And listen, in the end, …

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She and Her Family “Uu... Something feels strange.” I alighted from the carriage I’d entered at the Royal Castle and looked up at the mansion. The residence of Vivoir ducal house that I hadn’t seen in a while looked just as I remembered, but it somehow didn’t feel like my house. ◇◇◇ With the wedding …

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She and the Promise 2 I don’t want to rely on Ms. Delris too much, but there’s no other way regarding Andre, so it can’t be helped. I’ve heard that after losing magical power, Andre has become so obedient that people think he’s turned over a new leaf. It seems it takes a lot of …

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She and the Promise With Cain coming back, I finally feel like I’ve regained my ordinary life. The Royal Castle is very busy with preparations for my and Freed’s wedding that’s drawing near. No, not just busy. Everyone is somewhat frenzied. The wedding is at the end of the month, but actually, Freed’s birthday is …

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She and He and Shinigami 2 “Ah...” As Cain raised an impatient voice, I finally remembered he was here. “S-Sorry… I just…” When I hurriedly lowered my head, Cain said in exasperation. “I don’t really mind by now. But at least spare me it when I just came back. You flirted all the time when …

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She and He and Shinigami The month changed, and finally the wedding with Freed is drawing near. In the last third of the month I’ll marry Freed and become an official member of Wilhelm royalty. I’ve lived with Freed for quite some time already, so I think my life shouldn’t change too much, but as …

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Shinigami’s Return 2 “Sup, Granny. I’m here.” Just as I was told, I immediately headed for Granny’s house after entering the Royal Capital. I opened the door and went inside. As I immediately smelled the familiar medicine herbs, my mouth slackened. I felt like I returned. “It took you a while, didn’t it? Did you …

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Shinigami's Return “Phew... I’m finally back.” The Royal Capital of Wilhelm, Lindwurm. Seeing the Fafnir Castle towering in its center at a distance, I deeply exhaled. ◇◇◇ After making the King of Sahaja withdraw the army, I immediately left that country without making any detours. My destination was of course in Wilhelm. The Fafnir Castle, …

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Head Court Lady and the Room Cleaning ◇◇◇ “… Waa.” “Shh… Quiet. Princess Consort is sleeping, so let’s clean up quickly.” After finishing preparing His Highness and sending him off to the office, I and my five subordinates headed towards the bedroom. The bedroom with the curtains still drawn was dim. On the large bed …

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She and the News “Ha? What was it? Prince Maximilian did?” “… Nn?” I and Freed embraced each other literally until the sun rose, and I finally got a little sleep in the early morning. I then woke up to Freed’s tense voice. Apparently, while still hugging me, Freed was talking via telepathic communication to …

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She and the Joy of Reunion “Lidi.” “Freed.” We entered the bedroom, and I was gently lowered on the bed. I immediately reached out my hands and hugged Freed. When I pulled him to me with a little strength, Freed didn’t resist and flopped on the bed together with me. “Fufu…” We pressed our foreheads …

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She and the Welcome 2 When I arrived near the transfer gate, I witnessed my father giving directions to his subordinates in front of it. The reason my brother isn’t at his side is that he too went to war this time. When my father noticed us, he hurriedly came here. Without looking at me, …

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She and the Welcome “I was contacted by His Majesty. It appears Friedrich is returning victorious.” “Eh? Already?” As the conversation turned to me having dinner with Mother-in-law and staying in her room tonight, Mother-in-law said that. It seems what I thought was her falling silent, was her talking to the King via telepathic communication. …

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He and the Triumphal Return “What in the world is going on?” Leaving the soldiers encased in ice as is, Sahaja’s army began withdrawing all at once. The battle has just begun. Even the general is unhurt. I don’t understand Sahaja’s motive for suddenly showing a withdrawing movement despite the full-blown battle coming. Sion said, …

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Apostate and the Temporary Farewell “Ara? What about His Highness Maximilian?” While I was absentmindedly walking through the Royal Palace after separating from that person, I was called out to. There aren’t many who’d strike up a conversation with me. I turned my gaze to the person who called out to me, and having confirmed …

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Ashen Crown Prince and the King of Sahaja 2 Until a while ago I had Scheat work in Wilhelm. I had him pretend to be Andre’s ally and guard Princess, to not let any harm befall her until I came to pick her up. The man called Andre who contacted us had no pride in …

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Ashen Crown Prince and the King of Sahaja ※ Maximilian warning is in effect. Reader discretion is advised. ◇◇◇ ―― Hmm. So it didn’t go well. I confirmed Shinigami left and slowly came out of the hidden room. Perhaps having heard it, my father turned to me. I showed him a faint smile. “So Shinigami …

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Shinigami and the Decision 2 “Ah!” “… Don’t move. Enough tedious talk. I told you my demands. You understand what to do if you don’t want to die… right?” “You… I’m the King of Sahaja…” “So what?” “Hii…” I applied a little strength to the knife held to his neck. The skin tore and blood …

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Shinigami and the Decision While I was anguished time passed, and the day Scheat told me about arrived. In the end I couldn’t part from the hideout and spent every day there. If somebody came, fine. Or rather, I thought it’d be good if Scheat came to check on me. There were many things I …

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He and the Men’s Fight 2 I nodded to Sion’s words. It was Sahaja that kidnapped Lidi. It seems they assumed I’d go help Lidi, so it’s natural that they'd know of my absence. “The other side doesn’t seem to know Your Highness has returned yet. They are terribly impatient wanting to finish before Your …

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He and the Men's Fight “Lidi, I’m going then.” “Yup. Take care, Freed... Be careful.” ◇◇◇ After handing Andre over and entrusting Lidi to my father and mother, I contacted Will via telepathic communication and leapt near the place of the current engagement. Although I’m used to it, the combat equipment is still heavy. I …

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She and the Return 2 Lowering his sword, Freed breathed out. “Y, yup. I’m okay… That’s right, I… No, it’s nothing.” “?” For an instant I thought about taking burden off Freed with neutralization magic, but I immediately reconsidered. Because, while Andre’s unconscious attacks are certainly made of magical power, it’s not only magical power …

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She and the Return “I’ll finish it immediately.” I looked at Freed’s back as he said it while facing Andre. His back felt so reliable I wasn’t anxious in the slightest. ―― Freed sure is cool. That’s my fiancée for you. That’s exactly what makes me want to boast about him to anyone and everyone. …

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He and Apostate 3 “Freed.” Perhaps relieved that the Apostate disappeared, Lidi came trotting. When I unconsciously spread my arms, Lidi settled down inside them like it was natural. When I put strength into my embrace, Lidi snuggled her cheek up to my chest. “Lidi. It’s alright now.” “Was it okay to let him go? …

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He and Apostate 2 “Ah!” Apostate had had an elusive atmosphere about him until now, but in an instant the aura he was clad in changed. The silver string in his hands flashed. Andre cringed with fear at the bloodlust that gave even me the creeps. “Hii…” “Tsk…” Again wrapping Apostate’s silver string around my …

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He and Apostate “What was that...? Hand over Andre?” “Yup. After all that’s my job…. There.” “Ah!” The string that should have been wound on my sword came off. Its movement as if it was alive surprised me. The silver string then returned to Apostate’s hands. However, until now I truly hadn’t felt any presences. …

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He and the Rescue 3 “Your Highness. It’s not Lord Andre who I yearn for, it is Your Highness…” “You are Andre’s fiancée, right? You shouldn’t make such frivolous remarks.” “My, to say frivolous. Of course I am serious. If Your Highness desires me, I will always…” Her amorous gaze felt creepy. Fed up with …

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He and the Rescue 2 Andre stared at Lidi in disbelief. Seeing his surprise, I recalled that Andre had set slimes on Lidi. Since Lidi came back I forgot about it as something inconsequential, but originally that’s how things should have been. “Lidi… What does it mean?” When I tried asking out of curiosity, Lidi …

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He and the Rescue Soon I arrived at the old castle. I got inside from the collapsed part of an outer wall and while examining my surroundings advanced deeper inside. Lidi is unmistakably in this castle. That means the assassin of Black who kidnapped her is very likely in it too. I need to be …

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His Impatience 3 I could only think of immediately going to Lidi. Nothing else. As soon as possible. I must take my mate back――. “Ah! Please wait!” “… Sion?” As I activated the return magical art and was about to leap, not Alex but Sion grabbed my arm. Sion strongly pulled my arm and said …

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His Impatience 2 “I am truly, truly sorry. Because I was only thinking about myself, I betrayed Princess Consort, even though she had trusted me. And yet, Princess Consort saved me. I am ashamed of myself… It’s not an adequate apology, but I am prepared to receive any kind of punishment.” Still prostrating herself towards …

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This marks the start of volume 10 content. Updated the illustrations page accordingly. If possible, please consider buying the novels. His Impatience “Freed!” I ignored Alex’s voice that I’d heard from behind and with all my power ran to the room where Lidi should be having the tea party. Even that small distance is frustrating. …

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She and His Cousin 3 “Are you surprised? These are special slimes made for breaking women. These slimes have very special mucus. It melts clothes and serves as an aphrodisiac.” “…” When he spoke of the predictable development, I blinked my eyes. Andre continued, looking like he was enjoying it. “You’ll now be tormented by …

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She and His Cousin 2 “Why did you embrace other women despite recognizing her as your mate?” When I asked while awfully bothered by it, Andre made a face that said he didn’t understand. “Didn’t you hear me say that I wanted to cherish her? My parents were mates too, so I strongly yearned for …

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She and His Cousin “Uu...” When I came to, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling. Immediately after, I recalled what had happened to me and quickly raised my body. “Where is this!?” I was lying on a single-person bed. Of course, it wasn’t mine. It was covered in a bedspread made of relatively good fabric. When …

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Marquis’s Daughter’s Regret 4 ◇◇◇ “Well done, Lady Miriallia” As Lady Lidiana collapsed after eating the confections she’d received from me without any doubt, I heard the voice from this morning. Should I say it was as expected? While clutching my left arm I raised my body and glared at the owner of the voice. …

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Marquis’s Daughter’s Regret 3 ◇◇◇ ―― And then, having been ordered to become friends with Lady Lidiana I sent her a letter, thinking it would be pointless anyway. If it’s impossible, I can say I put in effort but it was in vain. I knew it probably wouldn’t end with that, but with a careless …

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Marquis’s Daughter’s Regret 2 “Prank...” While I was ruminating over that word, the woman clapped her hands and nodded. “That’s right. A simple prank. It will be only a little surprise for the Crown Prince. For that reason, his fiancée, Lady Lidiana will go through a slightly scary experience. That coincides with your desires, doesn’t …

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Marquis’s Daughter’s Regret “...” In front of the room where I was to meet Lady Lidiana, my body trembled from tension and fear. Unable to bear the weight of the sin I would commit from now on, my tears spontaneously overflowed. Even though I don’t have the right for that. Regrets or repentance aren’t allowed …

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He and the Approaching Black Shadow 2 ―― Now then, what will Sahaja do in this situation? While I was thinking of discussing that with Sion and Alex, the door to the office was knocked on. It sounded very hurried. Our talk stopped at more or less a good point, so I gave a permission …

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He and the Approaching Black Shadow “... Your Highness Friedrich. Might I have just a minute?” “Sion. What is it?” As I finished my morning audiences and was about to return to my office, I was called to a halt by Sion, who is now free-loading at the Royal Castle. Dressed just like a genuine …

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She and the Secret Invitation 3 Or I called a physician――. Milly raised her voice when I was about to say those words. I don’t understand why she’s being so stubborn. However, I couldn’t really say anything else, so I decided to quickly finish my business. Once the tea party is over, she’ll have no …

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She and the Secret Invitation 2 “Ah, Freed. Are the audiences done?” While I was thinking of having somebody deliver the letter I signed, the door opened and Freed came back. That said, it’s still afternoon, it’s too early for him to finish working. When I tilted my head, Freed wryly smiled. “I’m taking a …

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She and the Secret Invitation It’s at last a month before the wedding, inside the Royal Castle a visibly busy atmosphere and celebratory mood have begun hanging in the air. In the country called Wilhelm occasionally engagements are broken off just before the wedding (now I understand it’s probably because the Royal Flower ceremony failed), …

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Shall we return I have a feeling my everyday has somehow become awfully intense. Every day, matchmaking candidates come to the mansion without learning their lesson. They’re lightly dealt with by twins, occasionally Sasuke-san also participates. Well, occasionally, I know he only participates when the matchmaking candidate’s target is Ange-san. But matchmaking candidates aren’t only …

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Shinigami and His Wavering Heart 3 When I spoke of my worry, Scheat tilted his head, unsure. “I wonder? As one would expect, I can’t foresee that. But, isn’t it better than doing nothing? Besides – I don’t understand why you’re worried. After all, we’re assassins, right? I said direct negotiations, but naturally you’re not …

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Shinigami and His Wavering Heart 2 When I asked to confirm just in case, Scheat easily nodded “Well yeah”. “Honestly, I thought there was a fifty-fifty chance whether you’d come or not. I decided to leave the documents hoping they’d bait you. I’m glad I didn’t clean them up.” “… Is it okay for me …

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Shinigami and His Wavering Heart “... I never thought I’d come here again.” About two weeks after saying goodbye to Princess, I arrived at the Royal Capital of Sahaja, Rajed. Rajed is a desert town. To reduce the damage from sandstorms, a tall wall surrounds it. Before I didn’t think that at all, but now …

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Witch and Witch “Now then, will it begin soon?” A detached house blocked by a barrier. Inside the medicine shop that nobody could find normally, I quietly muttered. On the table is a large water mirror. My crow familiar is in a good mood, flying around in circles, while my black cat familiar is yawning …

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Shinigami and the Witch's Assistant “Granny, you here?” I escorted Princess to the Royal Castle and just like that came to granny’s house. Princess is clinging to her fiancé, so there’s no need for me to stay with her. When I freely opened the door to granny’s house, a crow collided with my face. “Pfft…!” …

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Her and His Troublesome Everyday “I’m thinking of going home.” “… Again?” I summoned Cain during the day and told him so. Cain made an obviously unwilling face at my clear declaration. “… Hey, Princess. Didn’t you go through a bitter experience last time?” “Ugh…” The last time Cain refers to is when I went …

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Older Brother and Lovebirds Fondly Talking About Each Other  Epilogue “Hey, was it truly okay?” “Nn?” While walking with Freed through town, I spoke to him. I was looking forward to today’s date for the past few days, but yesterday’s Brother’s attitude has been bothering me the whole time. “Older Brother said he had no …

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Older Brother and Lovebirds Fondly Talking About Each Other Something has been troubling me recently. That is – the matter of those lovebirds. “Alex, do you have a moment? There’s something I want to consult with you…” “What is it?” While we were working in the office, Freed addressed me. While wondering if it’s about …

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A Scene from Ashen Crown Prince's Night “... What does it mean?” After parting from Crown Prince Friedrich and Princess Lidiana and returning to my country――. I was faced with one serious problem. “Your Highness… I yearn for you. Please, show me affection――.” Clinging to me with those words was one of my Side Consorts. …

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Shinigami and The Secret of the Ducal House’s Residence 2 ◇◇◇ “... Shit, I can’t not go.” Recalling the last time I sneaked in, I breathed a large sigh. The last time when I went to get a needlework box on Princess’s request, I saw hair-raising, dreadful things above the ceiling. Among them the scariest …

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End A lot of things happened, and the tournament ended in no time. Or rather, the tournament itself actually finished after my match ended… Yulo’s matter became bigger than I’d imagined, but I never would’ve expected the tournament itself would be cancelled. Ultimately, I only fought against those sisters. It wasn’t something I could genuinely …

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Shinigami and The Secret of the Ducal House's Residence 1 “This pattern again...?” With a gloomy feeling I looked up at the ducal residence before my eyes. The residence of Duke Vivoir. My master’s, Princess’s home. It was only recently that I sneaked inside this mansion and retrieved Princess’s needlework box under her orders. To …

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Older Brother and the Merry Company 2 ◇◇◇ Because there’s no way we could suddenly do it on the very day, for now we decided to go over the script to practice. ‘The Cowherd and the Weaver Girl’, sounds unfamiliar. I wonder if it’s Sion’s original. First of all, I checked the cast in the …

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Older Brother and the Merry Company 1 This is the first part of Tanabata side story. It’s a playful comedy. There’ll be all sorts of tsukkomi elements. The second part is particularly heavy on lovebirds, so it’s only for those who can lightly laugh it off. ‘Short play: The Cowherd and the Weaver Girl’ “What’s …

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Shinigami's Fear “... Alright.” I looked around. I’m above the ceiling in Princess’s mansion. In a sense, there’s no better place than this slightly dusty place where nobody comes. There, I moved carefully as to silence my footsteps. “Err… Princess’s room is this way, isn’t it?” Right now, I’m heading for Princess’s room. I didn’t …

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Conclusion At my words Yulo froze. Then she slowly looked around. The eyes looking at her were filled with nothing but disdain and ridicule. “Ah, n, no…” Yulo’s vigor was nowhere to be seen anymore, under the gaze of the audience she quietly spilled words of denial. However, perhaps unable to endure the reproachful gazes …

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Who was stolen? “Fu fu fu... Finally...” The Crown Prince’s room at midday. Inside it, Lidi held up what she had been intently embroidering for the past few days. A large dark green cloth was tightly embroidered with white thread. Seeing it, Lidi nodded deeply. Umu. Well done… It’s perfect. ◇◆◇ “Hey, Princess. Are you …

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I finally updated the illustrations page with volume 9 content. Please check it out, and if possible consider buying the novels. She and the Love Triangle’s Conclusion 2 Helene clearly declared that. However, her whole body was trembling. It was clear she was in turmoil. Glenn fixed his eyes on her. “I don’t care about …

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She and the Love Triangle's Conclusion “Lady Helene, are you departing already?” “Ara? Lady Lidiana.” The south gate carriage stop of the Royal Castle. There, I was sloppily leaning my back on a pillar, waiting for Lady Helene. I asked others to leave for just a short while and waited, but Lady Helene showed earlier …

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He and His Close Friend's Conclusion A few days have passed since Lidi did her best. Although little by little, Father and Mother appear to be warming up to each other. Yesterday, I saw Father talking to Mother, and she didn’t have the cold look like before. Speaking of Father, he was very straightforward, although …

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Queen and Dispelled Doubts 3 “... I did not notice.” “So it would seem... I’m sorry, Elizabeth. Fifteen years ago, I didn’t notice I had driven you to the wall to that extent until you shouted at me. So to at least act according to your wishes, I took Helene, who had the same eye …

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Queen and Dispelled Doubts 2 Both my body and mind were exhausted. Nevertheless, the nightmare wasn’t over yet. Just a while later, following the words I’d spat out, Lord Johannes married a concubine. Under the watch of the surroundings, I showed a tolerant smile. “His Majesty needs comfort too, right?” I said such lines that …

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Queen and Dispelled Doubts I lost my way in a blind alley. I feel lost ever since the day I thrust away my son and shook off my husband. ◇◇◇ A country southwest of Wilhelm. That’s the country I come from. Because our country borders Sahaja, our country has always been afraid of their aggression. …

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She and the Promise 2 The second thing I requested from Freed. I felt relieved from the bottom of my heart to hear that it went well. “Aah… I’m glad.” “Lidi, I must thank you about this matter too.” As Freed earnestly said so, I shook my head to deny it. “Eh? I don’t need …

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She and the Promise ◇◇◇ “Thank you, Lidi.” “Nn?” While on the way back to the room together, Freed muttered so. When I looked up at him next to me, I saw Freed watching me with gentle eyes. “Lidi, thanks to you, Esteemed Father and Esteemed Mother could have an opportunity to talk. Until now …

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She and Mother-in-law's Conclusion Several days after requesting Freed’s cooperation. I was busy preparing for an afternoon tea. The location is the same garden as before, where only royalty can enter. In a place with spring and summer flowers blooming I had a table set up and tea confectioneries and tea leaves prepared. Afterwards, I …

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She and Her Request 2 “That’s not the case” I tightly gripped the sleeve of Freed’s clothes. Looking into the blue eyes I love, I told him. “Freed, you’re always cool. I know. Even though it’s painful, you try to properly confront what you don’t want to see. I think that’s extremely cool, and I …

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She and Her Request “Hey, Freed. There’s something I want to talk about.” “Nn?” Right when we returned to the room after finishing dinner, I called out to Freed. He drew my waist towards himself and was just about to kiss me, but with a slightly disappointed voice he stopped. … I’d known this would …

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She and Connecting Dots 2 “Ah? Ah, it’s true. That guy’s back already.” “Already?” Bothered by Brother’s words, I turned to him. He was frowning, perhaps from his shin still hurting. While looking at Glenn, Brother said. “I heard it two days ago that that guy had marriage talks in the morning and was supposed …

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She and Connecting Dots The next day, I once again went to the annex where Lady Helene lives by myself. Having said that, I don’t have business with Lady Helene. Seeing me walk leisurely, the royal guards I saw in front of the building the day before yesterday bowed their heads to me. “Good morning, …

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She and the Dreary Tea Party 2 “... It’s good if that’s the case. Ah, somehow, I feel sick. Even though I was enjoying a pleasant tea with my daughter-in-law…” “M, Mother-in-law! Let, let’s stop talking about this. Eh, err, the fruit tea is delicious, how about a refill?” While flustered I picked up a …

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She and the Dreary Tea Party The next day after I met Lady Helene. Invited by Mother-in-law, I was enjoying a tea party in the courtyard exclusive to royalty. ◇◇◇ “I had not felt like having tea outside until you came, but something like this is good every once in a while.” “Yes, Mother-in-law.” Mother-in-law …

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She and the Mate’s Secret 4 ◇◇◇ “Unyu…” The lengthy sweet sex finally came to an end, so while leaning on Freed I was dozing off. Freed was hugging and gently stroking me. It felt so comfortable I became spellbound. “You don’t have to force yourself to get up. You’re tired, right?” “Nn, that’s right… …

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An R-18 chapter after a long while, first of the three. Enjoy~ She and the Mate's Secret < Previous | Next >

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Translator’s note: It may be a late change, but I’ve decided to change the ‘King’s Flower’ to the ‘Royal Flower’. She and the Concubine’s Secret 3 I almost fainted upon learning that my flirting with Freed earlier had been seen. At the same time, I lost confidence in my earlier remark that we hadn’t kissed. … …

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She and the Concubine’s Secret 2 ... I wonder if Lady Helene doesn’t love the King. Just a little, I thought so. Because, I want to wear dresses I’m told are to Freed’s tastes, and while the night clothes are embarrassing, I endure since Freed is delighted. Wouldn’t you usually accept such things if your …

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She and the Concubine's Secret “Freed, I will have tea with Lady Helene.” “Lady Helene? Got it. Take care.” When I talked to Freed about having tea with Lady Helene, he was a little surprised, but he allowed it quite easily. I thought I might be told that I can’t, but apparently Freed thinks nothing …

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She and the Concubine 2 “Talk?” “Right, I’m bored since I haven’t talked with many people recently” Urged by Lady Helene who said she wants to talk, I sat next to her. Lady Helene looked at me and meaningfully smiled. “Fufufu. I’ve heard the rumors. You really are loved by His Highness a whole lot” …

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She and the Concubine While looking at Lady Helene who came into my sight on the guest seating upstairs, I recalled her personal history. ―― A concubine, Helene von Schwarzer She’s a beautiful woman with long wavy dark brown hair and amber eyes similar to the Queen. She hails from Schwarzer marquis house that’s deeply …

I Favor the Villainess Extra First Night

The long-awaited I Favor the Villainess R-18 chapter is here! I Favor the Villainess Extra First Night Out of respect for Inori-sensei, the chapter linked above is password protected same as the Japanese and Korean versions. To obtain it, subscribe to Inori-sensei’s Pixiv Fanbox and visit the post linked below (it has an English translation). …

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She and the Chivalric Order 3 When I tilted my head questioningly, Glenn said while looking at Freed. “I think you’ve heard from Freed, but he was suffering, unable to control his magical power properly. In public he conducted himself like nothing was wrong, but about a year ago it became particularly awful. His condition …

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She and the Chivalric Order 2 For example, yesterday I had a rose bath. Rose petals were floating plentifully, the scent might have permeated my body. Mmhm, when I nodded, Freed said while peering at me. “That’s not it. The sweet smell is what you give off yourself, Lidi. It’s very dizzying, it makes me …

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She and the Chivalric Order I parted from Will and Sion and after walking for around twenty minutes arrived at my destination. I was in a mood for some walking, so it didn’t particularly trouble me. “Here, huh…” Even though I’d seen the chivalric order headquarters from distance, I’d never approached them. It’s on the …

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Childhood Friend’s Troubles 3 It hurts. I wish I could erase those feelings. No, I don’t want to erase them. But, I want to erase them after all. It’s impossible. I can’t. I feel like I’m in a loop I’ll never escape. While I was feeling anguished, another man I don’t see much appeared. A …

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Childhood Friend’s Troubles 2 “Haa...” I recalled the exchange I had just now and breathed another sigh. That nonsense made me tired. Even though I still have a lot of work left, I don’t feel motivated at all. I can’t help but feed burdened by the files I don’t want to see. I’d rather throw …

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Childhood Friend's Troubles “Haa...” Holding the bundle in my hands, I sighed. It’s actually not that heavy, but it weighs heavily on my heart. ―― It’s a matter from just before. I was called to Father’s office. Just like many ministers and commanders, Father who is the Foreign Minister has an office for his exclusive …

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She and Her Exposed Secret ... Dangerous. For a moment I thought he was talking about my previous life. I might be slightly excessively self-conscious. I must be careful to not overreact. While I warned myself, saying, Come to think of it, Sion changed the topic. “It’s a matter from a few days ago. I …